She was standing there by the broken tree

Her hands were all twisted she was pointing at me
I was damned by the light coming out of her eyes

She spoke with a voice that disrupted the sky

She said walk on over into bitter shade

I will wrap you in my arms and you'll know you've been saved

Let me sign, let me sign.

Can't fight the devil so just let me sign.

"i won't soothe your pain. i won't ease your strain. you'd be waiting in vain. i've got nothing for you to gain."

i've become annoyingly obsessive (Team Edward thanks).

matty and i have a pretty new apartment and pretty new furniture, but no money at all.

i feel no sympathy.

there's not enough time and i have way too much to do.

my tattoo and travel bugs are starting to nag at me again.

you set my soul alight [i thought i was a fool for no-one, but oh baby im a fool for you]. muse have stolen my heart.

i still hear your ghost in these old punk-rock clubs

1. of course you had to be first. because you are still first. the road hasn't really been rocky, just well-worn. i'm glad you're still there with me. [you've opened heaven's portal here on earth for this poor mortal]

"it's just you and me and the songs we sing as we drive on through eternity." (Drive - Dextors Conscience)

2. i have very few good friends, and even fewer great ones. but you've been a constant in my life for 5 years now, and i'm so grateful. we're not the same, but our paths have been similar. i hope you'll still be around in 5 more years.

"we could live through these letters or forget it all together." (New American Classic - Taking Back Sunday)

3. it's difficult to explain how i felt when you dropped back into my life recently. everything was so casual. so simple. it was so easy for you to kick up dust that had settled long ago. when i look at you, i can't help but wonder. i think back on that time and wonder what really held us back. and when you talk to me about how different things could've been, i get lost. i'm not ready to close that door just yet.

"stop speaking through the lines and say it bluntly, i'm tired of reading through your smiles to see the truth behind." (Friends in Love - Mia Rose)

4. i just want to tell you how sorry i am about how things ended with us. things just get so crazy in the moment, you know? and i look back and regret it. i know this probably doesn't mean anything to you, but if i could go back in time i would take back making those plans with you. so maybe, just maybe, we could still be friends.

"you hold me down, you've got me living in the past. come on and pick me up, somebody clear the wreckage from the blast." (Resolution - Jack's Mannequin)

5. i'm sorry that you feel i let you down. but the truth is, you were turning into something i didn't like, and i wasn't sure what to do about it. i can't save you, you don't want to be saved.

"now she hardly recognizes herself at all."(Hollywood's Not America - Ferras)

6. i miss you. so much. we were supposed to be kindred. i remember those plans to move in together. travel the world. find boys and settle down. do it all together. our fights, our memories, our crushes. all.. epic. my life is missing that now.

"you tore down the walls that the world had put inside my head." (Never Knew - Rocket Summer)

write me a song

i want to run away to california.

jack's mannequin stole my heart.

i'd trade all 5 years of my psychology degree if i could work with animals.

i'm not looking for forgiveness.

i have a lot of tattoos. if you judge me for that, i'll judge you for being small-minded.

i'm painfully shy.

there's this boy. one day we'll see the world.

Welcome to My World

If I could choose, I would spend my whole life on holidays, travelling the world.

I'm really happy with my life.

I have all these plans for the future.

I want dogs. Lots and lots of dogs. Golden Retrievers mostly.

Walt Disney World is my absolute favourite place.

I never have enough money or time.

I'm almost a psychologist (one year to go).

I'm into music in a big way.

I can waste time better than anyone else.

I wish I could cover the world in pretty paper.